Mental Breakdown

I had a little mental break down yesterday. Now that Bryan is "ok" I've had an opportunity to sit back and let the adrenalin drain from my body.

With Bryan, my mom, and Bruce, I feel like I need to be there for everyone. I just got some sheet music that I ordered and was playing the piano....trying to prepare myself for my first lesson.

Bruce came over, one thing led to another, and I just cracked. I just sat at the piano crying. It wasn't just one thing but a lot of things mixed together.

Everyone around me is going through a slight depression. Maybe it's the weather? Maybe lack of sleep? Maybe because they had a stroke? Just kidding....

Today I'm feeling better but still fighting back the sting of tears....