Bad Mommy!!!!

Kobi has been acting a little strange lately. Yesterday, we took him to a dog park and he couldn't even wait until he got into the actual park to pee. He just kept on going....and going.....and going. Without exaggeration, I think it was a good couple minutes. People were even laughing at how much he went.

Then yesterday, when I came home from practice, he was so excited to see me then went downstairs. I kept calling him to come upstairs and he wouldn't. I thought he was outside. But when I went down there, he was just lying in the office and was reluctant to go up with me.

This morning when I woke up, he got so excited and ran downstairs. While down there, he let out a sissy bark. I thought it was just because he saw a cat or something. I made him come upstairs with me and locked him in my room while I got ready. Usually, he just hangs but he kept ringing the little bell on my bedroom door.

As I was leaving, I walked with him downstairs just to make sure he had enough water to last him the day. I smelled pee but knew it couldn't be Kobi. I've been keeping him down there while the contractors are here so he doesn't get in their way. But when I was down there, he was whining. And when I looked over, he kept on trying to push his doggy door open with his nose but it wouldn't budge!

I forgot that I locked it when I went to NY. He's been having to hold his pee in for a really long time! I felt so guilt-ridden all morning! I'm a bad mommy!!!!